If cats disappeared from the world.

If cats disappeared from the world.
I had been reading this book for a year, after I finished my reading I just could't stop crying.

I was never able to be completely myself or live my
life in exactly the way I wanted to. I'm not sure I ever
even figured out what exactly
"being myself" really meant.
So I'll die with all those failures and regrets, all
those unfulfilled dreams--all the people I never
met, the things I never tasted, the places I've never
been. But that doesn't bother me anymore.
I'm satisfied with who I am and how I've lived.
I'm happy to have been here at all.
Where else but here could I have been?
_Genki Kawamura